Sometimes having a short attention span can be a good thing.
I was really stressed out and angry and depressed last night. I was full of rage and loathing about time, money, my life and life in general.
Then I took my PSP out and realized there was a new network update.
That made me feel better.
Your Moment of Zen
Stressing When You Shouldn’t
I’ll be moving next week. I should be happy; instead I’m worried. Worried about bills and money. Missing Nathan. Missing… Whatsername.
I’m a loner and I usually like being alone… but there are times when it’s nice to have people you care about around.
I have no one.
Alone Again
Well, Nathan’s gone back home. He should be back for Christmas but I don’t know how I’m going to afford it.
He was really good on the flights to Kansas City and slept most of the way there.
Airtran canceled my flight back home due to mechanical problems, but it worked out even better for me. They [...]
Insomnia
Trouble sleeping last night. I fell asleep just fine, but I woke up after an hour and couldn’t go back. Nathan’s going back in about a week and I guess I’m just stressing over that. That and I really need my own place.
Anyways… found this on Political Cortex:
Kneepads for Democrats
Yet another long post because I’m lazy and haven’t written lately…
Started my new job, today. *Sigh… I don’t know how much I like it, yet. The lobby is much nicer and larger than my last job, but it’s also much more boring. No TV. No internet. The rooms on the other hand, aren’t as nice. They all have irons [...]
The Good and the Bad and the Hanging Rock
Friday was the worst day I’ve had in a loooong time. First I went to a local job fair, which went fine until I realized I may have put the wrong phone number for a previous job reference.
After we left the job fair, we decided to go to Wal-mart to pick up a few [...]
Sullen Malaise
Sucky title.
I haven’t posted in a few days. I’ve not been busy, just haven’t really felt the urge. Still no luck on the job front. Evidently, Days Inn has decided that I’m not Days Inn material. (thank God). I went on Monday and filled out a few more applications and I’ve still got that job [...]
Interview with a Manager
I had that interview with Days Inn, yesterday. It went…okay, I think. They have 2 managers: a front desk manager and a general manager. The front desk manager seemed really jovial and cool. The general manager was more professional and asked more “interview-type” questions.
“What do you consider to be your strong points?”
“What areas do you [...]
Ugh…
Good lord, when am I going to get over this current bout of depression? I feel wore out and exhausted. It’s invaded my dreams.
Last night I had a weird jumbled up dream. I was back in school, but I couldn’t figure out why. (Shouldn’t I have graduated by now?) Anyways, I was really at my [...]
Change is Stress
I put in for my vacation time, today. Apparently, I have had it since the 6th. I thought it was later. I leave the first full week in February. I haven’t talked to Nathan’s mom yet, though. I hope she still plans on letting him come down here long-term. If by some odd chance you [...]
